ل أنَّ أكثَرَ ما أخشاهُ هُوَ مُصِيبَةٌ يُرسِلُها اللهُ، فَلا أنجُو إذا قامَ لِمُقاوَمَتِي.
For destruction from God was a terror to me, and by reason of his highness I could not endure.