ل أنَّ أكثَرَ ما أخشاهُ هُوَ مُصِيبَةٌ يُرسِلُها اللهُ، فَلا أنجُو إذا قامَ لِمُقاوَمَتِي.
For calamity from God was a terror to me, and because of His majesty I could not endure and could do nothing.