b ecause I was afraid of all the people, and of families who hated me? Did I keep quiet and not go out of the door?
因 惧 怕 大 众 , 又 因 宗 族 藐 视 我 使 我 惊 恐 , 以 致 闭 口 无 言 , 杜 门 不 出 ;